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Saturday, 08 August 2009

Insomnia...

Wow! It has definitely been a minute since I wrote here. Things have certainly changed since the last time I wrote in here. Lately, well not lately, but for a long time I've been having the urge to just blog again. I've missed blogging very much and I've been going through a whole bunch of things and most of the time I just ponder on a lot of things (what's new lmao). On a side note, it took me freaking an hour just to figure out the new layout of the site! I've decided to make things more simplistic, no more RK lol.
Anyways I really need to try to sleep lol but I think I may start blogging here again so stay tuned!

-Red

Wednesday, 20 June 2007

its been awhile....

damn its been a long while since I've been here.... is anyone still alive here?

well anyways junior year is winding down... in a couple of months, we will all become seniors. My whole time in high school to me felt like only a couple of days. Its like i was a freshman yesterday. To me, high school made me realize who i am as a person and what i would like to become. I've realized that i have screwed up here and there and it may be a little too late to try to redeem myself but this time i want to try again. this time i'm going to try, and do my best. I want to be a better person but i just never tried. i've been blessed with so many things and had many opportunities to change and become even better. I've been helped so many times but friends can only help you so much. Its really up to you to help yourself that makes a difference and i have come to a better understanding of this by my one and only. i just need this summer...

this summer....

on another note, i'm proud to say that i have not fallen to join the popular social networking sites such as the sconex, friendster, MYSPACE, and facebook. though i have considered joining facebook(seriously i have) because it is much cleaner than myspace in my opinion but now i hear its becoming "the next myspace" which i don't want because it was that very reason why i haven't made a myspace. myspace was too dirty and popular and is a breeding ground for child molesters LOL, but seriously the only thing i found good with myspace was discovering new artist, that was the sole reason why i visit myspace every now and then. I definitely want to keep in touch with many of the people i have met and also to keep in touch with my friends and family (kinda the same thing huh?), but look what myspace was reduced to... OOO A NEW COMMENT LOL, OMGOSH NEW FREIND REQUEST (delete, delete, delete)!!!1!.... OOOOO NEW BULITIN POST SO GH3Y ROFL!1!1!!!... seriously what happened to the thoughtfulness of things... like blogs where people actually give thoughtful comments and not some bullshit like OMG J00 GOTZ A GH3Y PIC UP LOL!!11!!1!11!!! You see? This was the reason why i haven't really joined and other site as of yet... even though i would really like to keep in touch with old friends its this kind of things that deter me from any other site... thats why i guess i want to write in xanga again... and yea even xanga too had its hayday back then.... it wasn't me who made this site, originally i didn't want to join this site and had always made fun of it (i.e. xangay ™)... but eh i've realized it was a way to actually keep record of the memories in a real and genuine way (whatever that means...)

meh enough of my ranting for now.... its the return baby

-Red

Monday, 15 May 2006

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"Your not any less of a man if you don't pull the trigger..... your not necessarily a man if you do"

(again 5 bucks 4 anyone who kno where i got this)

-reds

Currently Listening
Fishscale
By Ghostface Killah
06 - 9 milli bros.
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Sunday, 19 March 2006

Im ALIVE!!!!!!
and grateful... 16 biatches

<insert evil laugh>

and im out

-reds

Currently Listening
In My Own Words
By Ne-Yo
01-Stay:12-Time
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Thursday, 26 January 2006

It's official i can now drive legally (with a person with a driver's license 21 or older) around NY (lol). I went to the DMV and it was just like in the movies. There was long lines everywhere and i had to wait for an hour just to get a dam number. I had to wait another hour jus to take the test. Then when i finished i had wait another fookin hour jus to get two pieces of BS paper. But I CAN DRIVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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